its been a while.

there's so little thing to blog here u know..
it seems i need to stop blogging..
my life is boring and nothing happen..
so damn sad.....

firstly i guess i can say my life now probably
morning go to cafe,work,watch anime and close cafe.
off day sleep,sometimes do report and go out...
urrgghhh...u see how bored it is.....

life is so much sadder if you found out that u dun have any life...
there so much things that i am jealous and envy to see people life..
but now i never jealous and envy other people family...
i have a perfect family...strict and loving dad,loving mum,
elder sister which always argue with me,
younger brother which is sometimes scold me for no reason...=)
happy enough for me...mum is being supportive,
dad is supporting me in many ways..
sis is giving her support..
i can say my family is perfect...

but life mannn....
its been so bored throughout the year..
work,sleep and online..
that only i can do..
i miss my friends..
shop,club and going out for drink..
sighhh......

=D

its been a new week again...
today is mummy birthday sis me,joe and my bro celebrate with her in our cafe..
i need to lie to mummy a lots of time just to cover that we are buying her cake and celeb with her.
last few weeks brought mum a new purse and she like it..happy happy =) sis and him also got pay for it... well all the staff celeb with mum also and sis brought chocolate indulgence from secret recipe for mum..
and as another present for mum, sis brought movie ticket for mum and dad...
hehehe...
everything is so fun today..

next few days is his bday..haven buy bday present...my bank account is zero edy..how ler...sighhh...

heyyaa..

my cafe is going to be one month old..
omg time flies so fast...and few more days is my beloved my mum and him birthday....
well i cant stop thinking how happy and lucky to have everything that i had now..
like superb family,sporting boyfriend and loving ofcourse and my 3 cutie dogs that sleep on the same bed with me..=D
well last week i used to think the old memories and i wanted to turn back the time and be less stressfull but time never turn back huh..what i can do now is focus on my future and many plans is coming up...anywaysss life is so much fun now...
after my 200 ++ facial with superb massage yesterday .. i am fresh and ready to go again...=D

so boredd...

today is so bored here...
here in my cafe updating my blog and waiting the lunch time crowds to hit it..
omg i miss my life without any worries and commitment..
so easy and full of joy..
well of course now its still with joy but with commitment and stress.
goshh....how am i going to destress my self..
feeling so tired but in the same time i feel satisfy of the cafe end of the days..
there is so much DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA in the cafe...
its like i want to find a hole and hide my self there untill the dramasss is over...


like people said you always see the other side is greener rather than yours...
but life is so bored now...no more suprise from him its like we are friends more then a couples..
maybe can say business patners rather then couples..
argue argue argue argue..that is our job to protect our department..
its like i said i miss the old him..which both of us no commitment..
happy and maybe no stress?
we often argue and trying to give the best for each other..
but i guess when you getting older you tend to get more responsibility
just like me and him...
but you need to move with your life and appreciate the time...
life is not easy...i just miss the moment and those moment never happen again..
i miss the feeling being loved ...
where is the feeling gone?

helloww friends...

wow..its been a hectic weeks for me...the schedule is always full full full....
my opening of cafe here in kk...(proudly call Uptown Cafe)
handling of my staff and purchasing and the guest...
thanks god other people help out a lot..
of course my family and my boyfriend
which he willing to resign his high salary work and stay with me...
he been there for me when i am tired and sad..
he been there for me when i am angry...
been truly thankful for everything that i got..

well well my cafe is basically is my family business that we just started...
although a lot of argument but there make our bond tighter...
please dear friends who read my blog...pls do drop by to my cafe..


everything is just wonderful....but goshh....tired man...
once you have your own cafe there's no more holiday
no more off day and definitely no more 10 hours of sleep..

been handling the cafe for few days i started to get used of the time and hectic scheduled.

*Cross My Finger *

everything will turn out great...

i am sorry...

sorry for letting this blog left behind for so long...its been a while since i blog..since i dont have anything fun to share and tell people..just feeling normal here as usual..nothing much change and nothing new happen..just the new thing here i getting fatter..XD

there's a lot problem its just not for me to share for all the people and i guess no one will understand me..let see its been long a time since i feel romantic..although i got my bf here with me beside me i feel so down when he is here...i can see him day and night i should be happy but i feel depressed..maybe i haven get used to it? i really dont know...its so hard to understand what is he thinking...like i said nothing can be share i only can smile and keep it..well well lets put this away..every problem i can handle it, why not this?

i just miss the old him..=(

my friends!

update on my self first....
yeah...i am so happy...my hubby is coming back to kk...
anyway i am happy that we can give it a try on our relationship..
i guess maybe its to early to commit...but screw it though..
i cross my finger...and hope good things will happen..
wow...its like so fast already july...and i been thinking what i really do this year..
actually is nothing but play sleep and eat...
anyway i am still young and i still can play till the max..
i am finding work soon so there's no time for me to play...
"mais c'est la vie"

i misses college though...with my friends and my lecturer..
and i misses the time in kl too..
but living in kl is hard to me when my family not around..
make me feel home sick and lazy..
i guess kk is a the best for me....
i misses my BFF which so far away...(swiss,jb and kl)

this is my 2 friends that we always share problem with..
sometimes we quarrel sometimes we cry together
sometimes we laugh together...

this is where our friendship bond is started..

our small lil trip to bukit tinggi...
i love this 2 girls....
misses them so so much...

i still remember why we took this picture...
actually we having mr adrian class and we are bored..
we play the game and keep slapping each other hand whoever lose.
our hand is so red ...
hah..i dedicate this picture to my 2 darling...=p

he is my kor...he is my back bone and he always protect me..
i feel safe when i was with him..
he gave me support and i really feel comfy with himm..
he gave me motivation and make me feel love.

this is doris and me...
our friendship is started from high school..
anyway its funny that we can lasted so long..
we always do things together
especially ditching class..

this is my another friend priss...
she is someone i can talk to and i can pour out my problems...
we can be really good friends but too bad the time we know each other is too short..
but not bad having her as my good friends..she is someone special..

my bitch...my mouth and his mouth is very itchy..
most probably me and him will bitch the whole day..
well he is someone i feel comfy...
sometimes i do scold him about his attitude..
and i care for my bitch so much....



he is eddy.....someone i do tell him my problems
and majority we like to talk and talk..
we like real good friends..but too bad he is too busy with his studies
and his work..
so sad...=(



theres is more...i will upload to soon...xoxo my readers..